Recovery Weeps

I traveled alone-empty from friends who could not relate

Nobody wanted to listen at 2 AM

Lostt in a new haze

A body revolting for just one more pill

Nothing to escape

No way back

Crying no one listening

Everyone pretending they cared but not really,

just as long as they had their own secret fix

“Stay strong” they said from their own messy lives

I know clean-it hurts; bleeds real blood

My tears don’t stop-how did I get here?

I changed my mind but nobody will listen

Please another refill day? Plentiful without a worry or a feeling..

LEFTT, too excruciating to go just one more night….

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